1. |
Shakes
03:13
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If I could calm myself down I could handle it all
If I could just get a grip I could send you all home
Something happened I don’t feel like myself
Floatin’ like I lost my tether to the ground
Someone tell me what the hell is going on
Is it really this easy to lose my sense of self?
If I could calm myself down I could handle it all
If I could just get a grip I could send you all home
If I could calm myself down I could handle it all
If I could just get a grip I could send you all home
Someone tell me what the hell is going on
Is it really this easy to lose my sense of self?
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2. |
Lunch Break
03:29
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I'm stuck in my room
I wanna unwind
So you light up a spliff
And you ask if I wanna go for a drive
Le-e-et's go grab a bite
Find a new restaurant
There's a place down the street
I can't afford it but that's what I want
I just need a vacation from this life that I made for myself
Don't need no sandy beaches or a mai tai just want your time cuz I'm feelin overwhelmed
Ooooo
Ooooo
Gotta stop makin plans
Cause i can't follow through
There's too much going on
And all that I want is to just hang with you
I-i'ts a beautiful day
And I'm lettin it slide
Doin things that I love
But textin you like it's keepin me alive
I just need a vacation from this life that I made for myself (Life that I made for myself)
Don't need no sandy beaches or a mai tai just want your time cuz I'm feelin' overwhelmed (very overwhelmed)
If I went to the Bahamas would you tag along with me?
If that is too far we could check out yosemite
If I flew to new york would you buy a second seat?
You don't like the city? well let's try out joshua tree
Oooo
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3. |
Little Love
03:19
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I keep lookin' for ya
My little love
I'm here to say
How I'm feeling
I'm walkin' out the door with
A little love
To give away
But just for you my darlin'
It's really nice to meet you
My little love
We're here today
In the moment
And nothing can compete with
A little love
It's quite the way
To spend the night my darlin'
I moved to California
My little love
To get away
From the cold
But now I feel it every morning
Our little love
Has gone astray
And I'll miss you my darlin'
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4. |
The Peanut Butter Song
03:01
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How the hell did I get here
I used to be so independent
You promise that you're good for me
It's starting to feel deceptive
I'm tuna fish - you reel me in
You lay it on thick but your spreading me thin
You double back and change you mind again
And just when I think you're honest, you're being open with me
You turn into peanut butter, you pretend that you're healthy
You're undercover, you say that you'll help me
I tell myself that you're only, my midnight snack when I'm lonely
You build me up, restore my mind
sittin on my folding chair, sitting on your lies
you tell me that I'll self destruct
I'm broken and I need you to come fix me up
And just when I think you're honest, you're being open with me
You turn into peanut butter, you pretend that you're healthy
You're undercover, you say that you'll help me
I tell myself that you're only, my midnight snack when I'm lonely
You turn into peanut butter, you pretend that you're healthy
You're undercover, you say that you'll help me
I tell myself that you're only, my midnight snack when I'm lonely
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5. |
I Got You
03:51
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Locked myself in my room for a week
So I could get myself back to me
Oooh
Oh My God, I need a little bit of sleep
And I start to get sick of myself (ohh)
But I still don't wanna see anybody else
Oh my god, I need a little bit of peace
Well sometimes I wake up sad
I got tears on my pillow but nothings that bad
I can't control these anxieties
And my friends start to get so fed up with me
But I got you
Im so lucky I got you
No matter what you'll see it through
When I got nothin I got you
Paler than I've ever been before
from spending my days face down on the floor
Oh my god, what's this thing inside of me
Well sometimes I wake up sad
I got tears on my pillow but nothings that bad
I can't control these anxieties
And my friends start to get so fed up with me
But I got you
Im so lucky I got you
No matter what you'll see it through
When I got nothin I got you
I got you
Im so lucky I got you
No matter what you'll see it through
When I got nothin I got you
But I got you
Im so lucky I got you
No matter what you'll see it through
When I got nothin I got you
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6. |
Mood Swings
02:01
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Feelin a bit optimistic today
I’ve got enough, just enough to get myself through the month
I know anything could make this feeling go away
I’m balanced on an attitude, I’m perched above the grey
I’m always threatening to move to Montreal,
Whenever I get lonely I romanticize the cold
And just the other day, I almost packed myself a bag
Almost left the city almost gave up everything
I know that I’ve been a handful lately,
Pushing my mood swings on you baby
I hope that one of these days, I’ll make it through the fog
And you’ll be here, where you’ve been all along
I hope that one of these days, I’ll make it through the fog
And you’ll be here, where you’ve been all along
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Maddie Jay Los Angeles, California
My studio is in my bedroom and I keep saying I’m gonna move it out but I really like being able to work until I can’t keep my eyes open and jumping into my bed. I really love when my cat crawls onto my lap while I’m trying to figure out a sound or lyric. I’ve been single for 6 months - almost the longest I’ve ever gone- and it’s low key amazing I can do whatever I want. ... more
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